These are snippets of a life story of a guy who is very unusual... very unique yet need to love and be loved. Is always looking for that special spark everyday! Though he found his love already but uncertain to his future and can never know what his purpose in life would be. A life so lonely where there are many roads to follow but only I have the decision to be Happy!!!

 

Sitting in the dark corner of my room waiting for your call or message! You always said you will call but you didn’t. But sometimes you would just surprise me… I need that surprise again!!!

The only thing I cannot compete with is being you with him for over 15 years already and I am just nothing compared to that. You are so lucky to have him ad well as him the lucky one to have you. You are even the luckiest one to share your love to me as I did the same to you. But I am not a lucky as you do. I don’t know our future. It is so dark ahead ;(

Love is not PERFECT! It’s about the two of you getting all the imperfections make it perfect. And in the end of the day love will find its way through!

i am crazy over him

Who Am I to him??? I am just nothing!!! In his life maybe, I a just 1% in all what’s going on. No importance what’s going on… No nada!

I’m soooo jealous he has such a lucky person! He’s gay but a family man of 3 kids. And a long 15 years partner. I can’t top with that.

I looked up to him and idolized his success. He’s my idol. A good father, a good partner, a nice person.

He is sexy, cute, handsome and very fun to be with. A moody one.

He is my boyfriend too!!! But I am just nothing to him!!! I am so crazy for him right now!!!

Insomia

this is my first post… I can’t sleep…grrrr!!! maybe its probably i drink energy drink at work and when i came home, i was so thirsty, i drink another energy drink and take 2 pills of tylenol extra strenght for my headache!

this is my third account in tumblr btw cause my two other accounts on the same name doesn’t not work with my “aol” email. i don’t know why tumblr can’t send notification email to AOL. so i switch to yahoo, which is great i can receive the notifications!